Beautifully bad

What do you do when you get blamed when you were just caught in the crossfire ? You do nothing. You sit there & take whatever comes because you were'nt actually supposed to be involved right ? Yeah exactly. I needed to bitch so I came here. Pen & paper would've take too much of my sleepy time & i think of writing on paper as something sacred, something you do to pour out something good & if bad then atleast beautifully bad. But not something like this. Something that needs fine tuning to be written well.
I'm caught where I think i'm not supposed to & I kinda sorta don't know what to do really. Like I said, I picture myself doing nothing, coz I always like to picture myself doing the right thing but it never really turns out like that does it ? I always do the opposite. But how damn nice is it to daydream huh ? Of all the good & pleasant things. Things that'll never come alive or happen.
But now i'm just blabbing.
Forget me, forget everything. Just like I will in a few hours [ its gona be magical ]
;)