ANYWAY, I do feel good coz I do like this guy & I know for a fact he feels the same if not more, no more ! Which I couldnt have said 2weeks ago, 4months ago etc etc. So I like this feeling coz its pretty abnormal in a sense for me : ) YAY.
So I have a new guy ;
His name is Zack. Hes one of the few guys who I can actually say has abit more common sense than the average person, although I doubt he uses it on a daily basis. I met him. Saw him act like an idiot ( loved it ) didnt think much of it. Met him again & found that maybe there was abit more to him. We talked & I spilled to him the 'no-bullshit' thing my life revolves round coz I HATE the 'playing hard to get' - 'avoiding' blah blah blah thing, so you get my point ! & so he just asks me out & I say yes ofcourse & thats how it all started. I will admit it was recent but never the less I like this guy & want to tell everyone, coz I am actually proud to have him & proud to say Ive moved on from all the bullshit that went down a while back (it was bad, on my part anyway) I lost alot of myself just doing what I was supposed to. Sadness but whatever, Im ALL about moving on.
BUT it does suck that we just got together & I leave in a days time & go for just around 12days, which I know might not seem like alot but when youve just met someone who you like & might possibly turn things around, you inevitably WANT to spend time with him nooh ? Well I dont have that privilege but HE IS NOT on holiday like the rest of us in public schools who got just got off & wanna partaaaaaay till we drop dead (we are SERIOUSLY that stressed) so he can occupy himself & not miss me enough to have random sex with random people ; OHH goodie ! LOL
Well thats my piece & I feel good telling the world I like someone. Gosh this feels good.
Youre a greatguy Z <3
*Ohhyeah, he has THE MOST amazing smile Ive ever seen :O
I know he doesnt like this pic but I LOVE IT, he looks SO lost. I'll save youuu ! LOL
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