Ohkaaaay, you know that phase you get to at a certain period in your life where you have NO idea what to do, where to go, what to be ? Yeah I hit it a few days ago & if Im thinking straight (which I have no idea about BTW) I STILL AM at that point, just a little bit better (or so I hope).
Now Im not about spilling my feelings all over the bloody internet sooo excuse my weary way of putting this out :S
The feeling was neutral, but not 'just neutral' ... SO neutral your brain ends up shutting down altogether & you realise youre staring down at the floor for an hour. Where the biggest things seem to not matter at all, like going home. Your friends become your anchors, your pillows your best buds & food like it was nothing. Its such a drug, not to able to think ; to go completely blank & realise youre just thinking about yourself thinking about yourself thinking about yourself (think about that & I swear it'll make sense, although it took me 5mins to put it into words).
I think, no, I KNOW Im at the stage where I have those moments. My friends call it depression ; naaaaaah - I JUST HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT TO DO !
But love anyway, yeah okay bye sweeties. What great listeners you all are. (No, im not high ( :)
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